What if diabetes ruins my life?
Is it line-change day?
What if I have passed on my diabetes to my beautiful daughter?
When is my next endo appointment?
What if I have a heart attack or stroke?
Should I check my BGL?
What if I have a hypo in my sleep and don’t wake up?
Did I bolus for lunch?
What if I pass out while driving and run off the road?
Am I hypo?
Again?
What if I can’t do the things I love?
Why is my BGL 29.9mmol/l?
What if I develop diabetes complications?
Where’s my freaking meter?
What if I can’t look after myself anymore?
What if my kidneys fail?
What if…?
What if it’s all okay?
Diabetogenic 
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August 19, 2014 at 2:19 pm
kevinruess
Thanks for voicing these – it’s nice to know that these thoughts come to all of us . . all . .day . . long 🙂
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September 4, 2014 at 10:55 am
RenzaS
Thank you for your comment, Kevin, and for reblogging on Diabetic and Free.
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August 19, 2014 at 2:20 pm
kevinruess
Reblogged this on Diabetic & Free and commented:
Wonderful post that helps express the thoughts that come to many of us whether we want to think them or not
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August 20, 2014 at 5:42 pm
misst1db
I keep saying to myself, if I never wake up one day I won’t know it. As cruel as it sounds to my family and friends that’s not something I will have to deal with. So I try not to worry about it.
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September 4, 2014 at 10:56 am
RenzaS
Thank you for reading and for your comment. I don’t think that you are cruel at all. It is simply the way you look at things and that’s absolutely fine.
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August 22, 2014 at 11:06 am
Scott E
Yes, Renza, it really IS possible for it all to be OK.
(Now where did I put my freaking meter?)
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September 4, 2014 at 10:54 am
RenzaS
Thanks Scott. I thought I’d lost my meter the other day. I looked in my bag, on the kitchen bench, on my bedside table and anywhere else it could possibly be. Only to find it in my bag – where I looked first, but clearly, not properly!
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