Before even opening my eyes, I could feel it. It started in the pit of my stomach – a kind of fluttering – and rose to my chest, where my heartbeat started to quicken.
I was low. Not horribly so – I could comprehend where I was and what was going on. But nonetheless, I knew that I would need to act soon. Well…soon-ish. I snuggled under the doona focusing on my heartbeat; willing it to slow down a little.
Even though our apartment is warm – beautifully so – I didn’t want to have to remove myself from the warm bedding, put my feet on the cool parquetry and pad to the kitchen.
My eyes were still shut and I wished that I had a jar by my bedside full of jelly snakes – like I do at home – so I could just reach my arm out.
But I’ve not found any sweets here that I like to use to treat lows. Jelly Belly jelly beans take too long to chew, and often I find myself gagging as I chew, chew, chew before swallowing. Gummy bears are pure evil and leave the most horrendous after taste. And I don’t like over-the-counter glucose tabs. (This is where I remind myself that I should organise a Gluco Lift order before heading home…..)
No. I would need to get up, go to the kitchen and find something there.
I opened my eyes and turned to the bedside table to check the time. And there, right in my line of vision was a tall glass of orange juice. I sat upright, very quickly.
‘How did that get there?‘ I asked
‘I put it there,’ said Aaron, who was awake and reading a magazine. ‘You’ve been low a couple of times in the mornings, so when I got up to get myself something, I brought it in for you.’
I looked at him gratefully.
It takes a village – I’ve said it before. Diabetes is constant, it doesn’t end, and each and every day there are dozens of things I do to stay healthy and try to be on top of things. Most of the time, I just do them – on my own, without fanfare or even comment.
So, it’s little actions like this make me truly appreciative. It’s not ‘just a glass of juice’; it’s someone noticing something about my diabetes and doing something to help. Not because they were asked to – I am pretty sure that I had not even mentioned that I’d woken low a couple of mornings – but just because they thought it would help.
I guzzled the juice – downing it in just a couple of gulps – and cuddled back down into the warm bed. Within a short time, I could feel my heart rate had returned to normal and the fluttering feeling in my stomach had disappeared.
‘Thank you, hon,’ I said. I knew that he wouldn’t want me making a big deal of it (he would be the one saying it’s ‘just a glass of juice‘). But it made one diabetes thing for the day less of a pain to deal with.
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January 16, 2015 at 10:35 am
lifeont1
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January 16, 2015 at 10:39 am
Colleen
So – this was totally awesome to read. I’m so glad you wrote about your glass of juice.
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January 16, 2015 at 12:17 pm
Eliza
That was one of the most simple and beautiful stories I’ve read here. I’m so happy you’re so open and share these moments 🙂
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January 16, 2015 at 1:19 pm
Mark Saffell
Thank you for sharing it was a great story.
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January 18, 2015 at 11:25 pm
James Kellett
It is truly a great asset; a partner that has empathy and an understanding of those little things that help so much. To do it without fuss or recognition; is a Godsend.
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January 19, 2015 at 3:24 am
cdlefevre85
What an awesome guy! This simple act and story almost brought tears to my eyes
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January 19, 2015 at 12:24 pm
Sara
I love it because it doesn’t always have to be grand gestures but sometimes the little things that make us realize how much other people love us and how much they care.
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